Wouldn’t mind having a girl by my side. A girl that could make me feel someones and that i could make feeling the same. Good god i miss that feeling. Once i had it, once i felt it. Well i guess i’m just that kind of guy that people don’t fall in love with. You know that kind of guy girls see as a good friend.. I can only blame myself.. I’m convinced that love isn’t just love.. love is a friendship between to humankind that sees what other oversees in each-other. I want to find a best-girl-friend that’s not just a friend and not just a girlfriend.. I want to see her as my love but also as the most loyal friend of all. She should be my angel and me her guardian when things goes bad. Enough about my stupid lovelife! 

I had a lovely weekend. My dad was on a visit (No my parents aren’t divorced he’s just hospitalized the next few weeks because he’s getting special treatment against cancer that means he have to be at the hospital) Oh yes. you didn’t know that about me either. My dad have cancer. Wow! Boom! Think what you want. Im fine with it. I’d lean to make it a positive thing. His cancer have somehow been a gift to our family. I’ve never been that close to a familymember. Well there is also the bad things.. How long do i have back with a father…. Such things.. but seriously, why keep on reminding yourself about the death and how much time there’s back.. No one of us know how long we have back on this planet.. But my dads disease just made me realize that we need to utilize and enjoy everyday we are blessed with.. One day its too late… 

So on the circumstances of my dads absence. Its been the best summer of my life! I have the best friends in the world and i don’t know what i should do without them!! I’ve been on the most awesome festival (ROSKILDE FESTIVAL ‘12), I’d been in Riga - Latvia with my lovely friend Amalie (neverloosehopeinfashion.tumblr.com) and i’ve been seeing a lot of my lovely friends!  

So.. Enough for today.. I know it’s not everyone that reads this.. but those of you who did! THANK YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!! It means a lot to me..!! 

x 

(sorry for my bad english)